Alright so I just got back from the senior prank we just did... I was kind of disappointed on how it was all organized. I mean I guess I got there late but people were just standing around and then finally decided to leave after figuring out that there was nothing left for us to do. So now I'm living off of 3 mountain dews and I'm not feeling tired at all. Tomorrow morning will probably be different.
Wow I'm so bad at keeping up with these things. So since two weeks ago, my step mom moved out officially and I haven't seen her since, I got a new job even though my dad really thinks I should turn it down, school is almost out - one more day man - I went clubbing for the first time (now that was some crazy shit! I'm about to do that more often...), and then the same old shit or I just can't remember what else. I've just been trying to stay on the bright side even though it hasn't been leaning my way lately...
My dad has been going through a lot of stress lately and part of it has to do with me. I know he's hurting from Heather leaving and about my mom... we're both directly affected there. But the fact that he can't trust me makes our relationship seem dull. Today we've been starting to walk it through after we got into an arguement. So hopefully things will start to get better for us... especially with him trusting me... thats the biggest issue. Our lives right now are just being changed A LOT and its just been hard for us to deal with it. For me, I try not to be in that environment so I usually just spend a lot of time with friends and maybe a different mindset.
Anyway, I'm incredibly excited for my aunt to come in on friday! I love that woman to death! She's been always there for me to talk to, gets me little things every so often, and is coming in my neighborhood in TWO DAYS!! AND I also get to see my step sis and dad, Mandy and Randy! AH I miss them both so much and I'm so thankful that I get to see them soon, especially on my graduation day. Those three people mean so much to me and I don't know what I would do if I were without them. AHH I'm excited!
K, well apparently it's bedtime since it's like 2... ha ha whatever schools tomorrow and then HIGHSCHOOL IS OVER... finished just like that! well, not really "just like that" it took alot of years and hardwork to get to where I am now. From here, I have a whole summer to do whatever the hell I want to and then I'm out to Pullman, the town for WSU students... woot woot!
Well, I'm sorry for all you underclassmen who still have another week after this week of school ... plus another couple years until you graduate... it will go by faster than you know though so have fun while you kids are still young. I'm so glad this highschool thing is over...
Alright, after this weekend I'm going to have to write something about it ... by that time I'm going to be a HS grad and the summer will be here! write more later
~BB