WOW I haven't wrote in this for a while. I guess I just didnt feel the need to since college has started for me. Plus I'm not really motivated to do so.
College has been reallly good for me. I just started water polo last week and went to a tournament this weekend and realized how much I missed this sport and is something I love. My whole life I have always left the people and things that i love so I'm glad I'm taking this sport back up in my life. And I've met some really cool people so far during the process.
I guess I'm going to be an aunty TWICE now! my sister is having a baby boy in february and my brother is having a baby girl in December! I can't believe it... I'm so happy for them both.
GUYS GUYS OH GUYS.... I just don't know what to do with myself these days. I have the most fucked up relationships that I know every problem with relationships in the book. OK well I guess its not really that bad but I just want to meet a new guy, someone different from the others. I always end up finding something wrong in a guy and it's something that screws everything up in the end.... wow I'm not being really specific... OK the only thing I'm seeing in why guys like me is because of my looks. I want to be able to meet someone and have them want to get to know me more because they're interested in my personality and not my looks. Then again, I don't think I would necessarily be into someone that was an ugly duck. Physical attractiveness is all what its about these days...
dude I cant concentrate with these crazy people in my class right now but I WILL write WAY more often.... hopefully...